pening....

pening kepala...haishh..

rambling thought.

It's been a while since the last time I wrote..I've been fasting for a week now...or more..keeping myself buzy at work..as if I got a lot of things to do..a lot of things to think..been helping out my mum n bro before he leave town..which is 4 days from now...I'll be missing him for sure..n I'm not sure how much I'll be crying to see him leave..not that I've send him leave before..well..I cry even just to sent him back to Penang..but now it's different..he'll be going away for quite some time...n never in my life I imagine it to see my lil brother being flown away to a different continent..anyhow..I'll be doing that so..just have to keep a brave heart.

As for my life....it's been suck all year round ( nothing personal...just business)...I'm figuring out how to change my life..but still couldn't find a way to change it yet..but still I do believe it that my fate will change..n I just have to believe more n work harder..

So just a few updates in my life..Shelly is already happily married..Ayu...baby on the way..Ain & Syu & Enya..business ladies..Ju. & Pia..still cheerful as the last time I met them..

Fna...havent met her for a while..keep finding dates on when to spend time with her..have to remind my self over n over again...(ps; dear darling..not that I forget u k...)..n btw Ima also engage...my God..I still alone..

I've been missing a lot I guess..for not being a good friend..a good daughter..a good girlfriend..

A lot of people play in mind right now..Jaja..Nadz..n few others more...just can't figure out what,when,how n why or even where to start of...

n I have to work tomorrow..urrghhh..

till then..i speak nonsense..n nobody should care bout that..

toddles...