2.2 lbs less

So yeah..i've started on my way to kurusness....in which I started approximately less than 2 weeks ago...and guess what..I weigh my self yesterday night...2 lbs less...nampak banyak sket hilang if I put it in pounds rather than kg...hahaha...so yeah..mayb SDII works kot..I've started it before a while ago but i stop...manage to loose 2kg in 2 weeks...so now I'm more motivated to continue again with this thing...

Anyhow..all the best to me...n hope that I stick with this..

as time pass us by...

new year..new thoughts..new rambling..and obviously not so new resolution as i don't think i ever achieve any resolution that i ever made...accept for the one that i wrote in paper and where i threw in anywhere...well yeah...accept for that...a list where i follow...what should i do next...moving forward..any idea?...

as of now..nothing much accept wishing that i could overhaul my entire wardrobe...well i have to write that down..or else i will forget it and i wont do it..but then again..anyhow..

overhaul to have all dresses instead of boring working shirt..phewwww..

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I will try to achieve this one other that trying to loose extra2 pound..in which i will do that also.
Apart from that...I will try to make myself more wiser in term of spending and life...in which i totally failed at..and planning for more soon..

I just realize that I don't really have any motive here..just a place where i can put my fingers to work or..I'll think of something later...

the very least...

the very least you can do for me just to be happy with what i am now...it's not that i will not improve myself in which I'm trying to do each and everyday...but the very least that i ask for u..is just be happy for me..at least I'm happy and why can't u just see that...I'm not complaining about anything and why should u...not asking anything for u at all..just for u to accept it and just have faith in me...but u just can't seems to do that at all...all u ever think is what people say and what's your status going to be like...do u think i even care...

this is not the first time..and i promise u that this will be the last time..i will not surrender to whatever demand that you have nor following whatever orders you may say.

I'm not asking for your money..I just want a simple goddamn blessing..if this is so hard for u to give...just go and find another daughter that will simply follow your rules.

And trust me..as long as I may live I will do whatever I want with whoever I want..

I will always be with him no matter how harsh your words or action to me.. despise me if u want..I couldn't care less..as long as I'm happy with him..that's all that should matter most to u...