Our Engagement

Alhamdulillah, finally I'm engage to him..it was a relief when the event went smoothly despite our last minute preparation and all...but it all goes to my mom...without her I dont think we can make it..

here a bit of picture for your viewing.

The bouquet by Mentari Timor Florist

The Candy Buffet by: Families

The Make up by Tina Zza

With the Iron Ladies/Woman of Bukit Mertajam
Outfit( The baju & Selendang) by Sha-lyn Boutique Ipoh

And yeah..thats about it..till later~ toodles

2 more weeks to go....

Orait..so hey..i just came back from Ipoh, my engagement baju is done..so does my baju raya...and guess what...it's the same color as my other half baju melayu...yay...

all prep are  done...invitation card will be distributed by dearest mommy..doorgifts are done..so now..im just waiting for the time to come..

another 2 more week y'all...crash diet otw then..

owh..gotta find sampin for my soon-to-be-fiance..yeah..shooping time again..

orait..till then..i'm spreading my words of invitation..

cheerios...

Sampling?

Okies..again I tak sambung buat keje instead of updating my blog..

here's a sample of make up done on me by the person who going to do me later on my engagement..why I choose her..she's avail and I just love what she's been doing to others. Initially I wanted to get MUA in penang...was eyeing on Miss Jumie..( yeah she's famous and love her make up work..but when i saw her schedule in her blog..she's already full)..damn i missed it..then mom suggested to get somebody nearby our house( from a wedding boutique of course..but am not familiar with them plus there's no portfolio for me to google and search..)..so yes as below:

the aftermath

opt for a smokey eyes and gatal nak membesarkan mata yg sudah besar..and I like it..but for my engagement...wanted to be more sultry/romantic look..hahaha..I saw neelofa picture in Wanita/Jelita magazine..she's gorgeous...and i wanted that kind of make up..

so yes..thats' about it..

Update -Prep for Engagement

ok so yes i'll be getting engage.yet to get hitch..so and yes prep has been made but still a lot to be done..and trust me sometime i feel like i don't want to go through with it..but maybe itu dugaan saye..so just bear with it..and I just went along.

and yesterday I went to KLCC to buy chocolates for the hantaran..went to Patchi instead of Godiva..was about to take Godiva but feared it may contain alcohol/liquor in it..so bought Patchi instead..price wise pun ok and it come with the box/container..so tak  payah susah2 nak decorate..just dump it in the dulang then put some fresh flower..voila..easy peasy..

then..I still have to buy some candy for the candy buffet..need to buy some lolllipos for the kids...Daim a bit..then tgk2 lah any candy yg cantik..oh n btw..i do buy some coconut candy....just to satisfy my craving..damn like preggers..

next week will be going to Ipoh for fitting..shit i'm gettng fatter everyday..mom will kill me if the baju doesnt fit..i need to kurus..but all the things I did doesn't seems to work..any tips?..

apart from that, am currently waiting for my invitation card and sticker to be printed out..if i were to make a checklist( i did actually)..but i rather put it into sentences so that I don't feel like there's a lot to do..( cheater....yeah..)..


oh and next week also need to finalize my deco for hantaran..


am not sure whether all the above simplified as simple ceremony..but i guess not anymore..

ok then..back to work..will update with pictures once ready..

toodles..

note: I'm fat because I'm stress and I know the facts that I'm fat and not doing anything about it making me more stress2..luckily no breakouts..thank you skin for being understanding..

Checklist

okies..now im getting stressed out..even tho i got my mum to help me..below are my self check list-apart having the checklist in my phone..so might as well i put it here too..

1. Baju - Sent to tailor(Waiting to be ready in 2 month)
2. Hantaran :
    a. Need to buy chocolateDONE!!
   
3. Caterer Canopy& - Confirmed with D'Kashmiri .DONE!!
4. MUA - Still surveying DONE!!!!!  PAID
5. OP - Cousinku..best price please....=p DONE
6. Mini Dais - mum's settle it for me..just have pay her the rest..
7. Invitation Card - DIY..fyi I've found a website that offer this printable kits card..Awesome....All i need to do is just find the right papar..then voila..   DONE!!!..
**Design finalize. DONE DEAL!!!!
8. Sticker for door gift- Finalizing design  Went with sticker instead.  DONE ALSO
**Maybe change to tag i nstead...
9. Isi untuk door gift.. Done
**Maybe change jugak...=,(

Sourced: Google - iced gem biscuit..sweetttt

phewww

..ade ke?..so yes..we've decided to get hitch..well actually he proposed to me 3 years ago when at that time we're just started going out ..i still remember that we're on our 3rd date..and he said..he wanted to marry me ..and I thought he was kidding..

so now..the joke is on me..all this time he was never joke..till he bought me that ring....and yes there were countless discussion and we knew that someday we'll be marrying each other but for me I never tot that it will be soon..

but it's happening...and i have to catch up..fast!!!

Sneak peak

so yes..that's the base color of my baju tunang..dusty pinkish & teal patch lace..i opt for a simple kurung modern so that it will be wearable next time..tak nak membazir..at first my mum suggested to take the beaded lace kindda type..but i said to her that..tak nak lah meriah2 sgt....kalo kawin nanti tak pe la..

so yes..that's it..sent it to the tailor just now..and hopefully to see it back in june...as off now..just hoping for the best..

note: my mom and I have been with the same tailor when we were in Ipoh..and that was about 10 years ago..and till now we still remain with her..so far  both of us never encounter any mishap or ketidakpuashatian..for me she's good with her beads work..tak de lah mengarut2 sgt..i prefer it that way..very subtle yet exclusive workmanship..plus the price is also reasonable comparing to KL..so yeah..that's my opinion of her..in case anybody wondering it's Shan lyn Boutique-Ipoh.

2012

it's been a while since i've update in here..although already pass 2 month since the year 2012..n reaching to the 3rd month of it..there's a lot of thing that had happened and it made me realize that time pass so fast and yet i've nothing to achieve yet.

new year resolution..always had one but never really think that it's a big fuss and i dont think that i ever try to get it done..maybe once when i was young..i know that i'm still young at the moment but why do i always think that i'm settled. I dont want to be a settled person..im not this kind of a person..

before this im the kind of person who wanted to be on top..wanted to be the best...but now..i just feel to be settled..and it made me mad for thinking that i wanted to do a lot of things but when i rationalize it too much...i've settled..

i've become a boring person..introvert and afraid..always thinking that i have to be dependable..unable to be independent..why...is it because i rely to much to this person and it make me settled.

not that i'm not trying to change myself..i always do..but is it because i never had a good support system and it turn me down again and again.....why...i always feel sad..always cautious..always feel insecure..i hated the way i feel right now...i remember that i used to be fun..at least that's what i feel about myself..always look up to myself..always have the confident in me and never needed anyone to tell me that im beautiful to be okay...

but now...im depressed..unable to say it out loud..keeping it to myself make it even worst...i know that i'll never be the same person like before..but at least gimme the strength to fight each day and at least put a fake smile just to please others or better yet stop pretending and just be myself...

why....


oh crap..i hate my life and the way im rambling.......stop being such a pathetic person..

anyways...how do you know that you've found the right person to be with and to spend the rest of your life with...how can you be so sure that you'll be together forever with this guy but deep down inside you know that one day he may die...or leave u..

credits to: http://www.theloveliestday.com/2011/05/carla-stelios-whimsical-wedding.html

i know that all of the above are dumb fucking questions and realistically stupid....i need answers to it..

am i being unappreciated bitch..maybe I am...cuz this is what happen when u keep to much to your self and never let anyone into u...but then again..there's always a need to tell but what's the point..

one thing lead to another but..there's a lot of negativity in me.which is not good..anyhow..i always hate my life..i never feel good in anything..it's just me..not even blaming other for what happened to me..it's just me..in my messed up mind..

please give me a sign...i hate my life right now..see i told you how messed up i am now..even when reading back the whole post made me thinking how messed up my mind is..always jumping to another problem without having the need to solve one....

dah la..i give up..i'll be more positive in the next post...this is just my pms talking..so layan je la..dont even bother to take it seriously..

           credits tohttp://lisaholtzmancalligraphy.blogspot.com/